Premilla and the vow (Broché)

"Ten years have elapsed but in the last year the vow has been screaming in my ear. On the threshold of fulfilling it, a hole is burning into my soul. This defiant act that I intend commiting, is going to be a never ending journey of delving into what I'm going to shed. I don't want to crumble. If that happens, Vijay will pick up the broken pieces and put them together the way he wants it".