The Air We Drink - Wine & Song, #5

David isn't quite twice Jazz's age, but he's close enough. It's something he manages not to think about most of the time, but Jazz's audition at Juilliard and resulting nerves, hopes and fears bring up all of David's own fears and insecurities, both about their future together and his own past. When Jazz asks if he can finally visit David's BDSM club, David agrees, hoping it will bring them closer.
It does, but it also stirs up a mess of conflicting desires in David, along with  parts of his past he would have preferred to keep buried - and an old enemy who sets his sights on Jazz.