Shaken

Previously published as Shaken by Jenna Jones A year after he was diagnosed with testicular cancer, Sebastian learns he's in remission. His husband Patrick wants to celebrate with a dream vacation, the honeymoon they were unable to take when they were first married. But Sebastian has been shaken to his foundations, and in his efforts to rebuild himself, he reassesses his life, his goals, and his relationship.
Even in a tropical paradise, Sebastian wonders if Patrick is still his bedrock, or if it is time to move on.