Kill Me Sofly - Forever in Their Thrall, #3

I escaped the cult, and have found happiness with my mother, but Father Joshua has not forgotten me. And why do I feel so empty inside? The clan took my memories and gave me this happiness apart from them. But something inside me still remembers the all-consuming love and need that we shared. I must return. To the love of the clan, and the dangers of our enemies. There are so many people I love and want to protect now.
But when I return to the clan, I find that they have already paid a terrible price to protect me. It's time to end this once and for all. I have grown stronger, but am I strong enough? Will I ever break the curse and become a vampire alongside my beloved men?