Find the Storm - Thousand Year War, #1

I've been raised to fear my fate. Now I want revenge. I grew up hidden from the world to keep my magic a secret. Until I ruined everything and exposed us, costing my mother her life. For generations, war has continued over the Sacred Lands, the source of all magic. While it wages, the women of Bastran are nothing more than breeders forced against their will to create an army of soldiers. My mother was one of them, and I want to find and punish the man who fathered me.
Now, I'm in the rival kingdom of Azurin, and they want to train me to become a powerful soldier, fighting on their side. In the process, I'm faced with a man whose magic inexplicably pulls us together, but can I truly trust him when I've been raised to fear all men?All I know is, I'm prepared to fight to save myself and other women from becoming breeders, even if it means losing my life in the process.
A dark epic fantasy with reluctant romance. Due to elements of violence, including sexual assault and suicidal ideation, it is recommended for mature readers.