Beat of His Heart

Do you believe in fate?  In miracles?  My future was set, all my ducks were finally in a row, and nothing could be more perfect.  I was finally happy.  Until --  Life decided it wasn't done with me. Everything spiraled out of control on October 17th @ 8:52 pm.  Fate took things out of my hands and ruined me.  My heart ached every day for what I had lost. Eventually, I moved on.  I was finally able to see the beauty in life again.  I craved the beat of this mans heart.  I never expected to hear it again, but when i did, everything came crashing back.  The pain, the heartbreak, the loss.  I wasn't sure if I was prepared for what would come next .....