At The Boss's Pleasure - Expecting The Boss's Baby - At The Boss's Pleasure, #2

AprilI dropped a bomb on my boss/secret lover and ran. It was a cowardly move, but what else was I supposed to do? I found out I was pregnant and freaked out. He doesn't do relationships so there's no way he'll want a baby. When he doesn't come after me, and I don't hear from him, I fear I'm going to be a single mother. This is what I get for falling for a man I wasn't supposed to-- an emotionally unavailable man.
He says he cares about me but I want more than that. I've always wanted more with him and I refuse to settle for less...if only I could stay out of his bed... ZacA baby wasn't something I ever expected to have. I could barely hold a relationship for two weeks. That was before April, of course. My trusted assistant held my interest for all of two years. I had a serious addiction and she was my drug.
But it was purely sexual and I let her know that. I didn't do serious relationships and I didn't do love. But, we had a baby on the way and I was starting to have these strange feelings about...commitment. I'm not sure what's happening. Am I being cured of my severe case of commitment phobia?