Assassinated by Love - The Illusive Lovers Series, #1

He hid who he really was......when I responded to his profile. He promises everything that I've ever secretly wanted though.  Ember (Emmy)Why am I on a site like this?Simple, my roommates. My real life is a façadeI want to be told I'm a good girlTo be disciplined when wrongTo explore all my curiositiesI want to be the perfect submissive as much as he wants to dominate meBut there's something he's hidingHow can I trust him as my dom if he can't trust me with who he is? ColinColin, that's who I am todayA persona that isn't even realLocked the real me away before my first killAfter almost 20 years of pulling the trigger, I think about life on the outsideAnd it starts with this websiteI thought it was all wrong until I met herShe's what I want as a submissiveWe are learning this lifestyle togetherUntil she wanted to know more about me...
How do I make her understand?If something happens to her, I'll set this world on fire